handelaar: (brooding)
Nederland ([personal profile] handelaar) wrote2012-10-02 11:52 pm
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sweetmotherofgod: (Did you hear?)

[personal profile] sweetmotherofgod 2014-05-14 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Okay, that gets a laugh. It's not her old laugh - a little guarded, a little sad, but it's there.]

No shit. It's not like I don't like having you around. And... I don't know, maybe if I'm really lucky it'll help.

[And if it doesn't - if she breaks down, can't cope, sobs all night or screams herself awake - well, then he'll get it.]
sweetmotherofgod: (what are we gonna tell the cops?)

[personal profile] sweetmotherofgod 2014-05-14 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Iiiiiit's not reassuring]

Don't make any promises.

[Seriously. The problem here is that she's not thinking I won't leave as in that night. She's got something more long-term in mind.]

I mean. If you change your mind, it's okay. I get it.
sweetmotherofgod: (waiting)

[personal profile] sweetmotherofgod 2014-05-14 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not gonna shoot you.

[Silly question. But it's so simple, so easy, that it helps to put her at ease. She leans towards him, tucks her head in against his shoulder and loops her arms around his waist. Whatever night they set this up is that night; it's in the future, it's not now. Now is him, close as warm, asking her stupid fucking questions.]

I dunno, you gave me that phaser. Might put it on stun.
sweetmotherofgod: (I knew that loose was too noose)

[personal profile] sweetmotherofgod 2014-05-15 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
It was a joke, oh my God. I wanna at least try to avoid either.

[It's quiet, said on a laugh. Maybe it won't be so bad. This is nice, anyway, and his confidence in his ability to deal with any potential meltdowns is comforting. It'd be easier if she could explain it to him, maybe, but the thought of trying to put it into words sticks her throat closed, makes her wonder if this is such a good idea after all. She's determined not to back out, so that can lay where it is.]

But I'm definitely not gonna tase you. What if you pee on my floor? I don't wanna clean it up, and making you do it would just be mean.