handelaar: (brooding)
Nederland ([personal profile] handelaar) wrote2012-10-02 11:52 pm
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[personal profile] unsoldiered 2012-11-25 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ > because I've always been bad at communication

> because I'm even worse at expressing things to people

> because I'm scared of backlash

> all of the above]


because I'm not all there mentally right now I guess

[Which is actually accurate, even if it detours a bit from the truth. Just a little. He's aware of that, so he hesitantly adds a little more truth to it.]

I never had a lot of people around who really cared or bothered

so I guess I just expected it


[God that sounds kinda lame and pathetic, how do I fix that-]