It was a joke, oh my God. I wanna at least try to avoid either.

[It's quiet, said on a laugh. Maybe it won't be so bad. This is nice, anyway, and his confidence in his ability to deal with any potential meltdowns is comforting. It'd be easier if she could explain it to him, maybe, but the thought of trying to put it into words sticks her throat closed, makes her wonder if this is such a good idea after all. She's determined not to back out, so that can lay where it is.]

But I'm definitely not gonna tase you. What if you pee on my floor? I don't wanna clean it up, and making you do it would just be mean.