[Well now that she says that he wishes he hadn't stopped, either, but there's no way for him to tell if it happened because he was taken off guard, and for that matter if that was the worst of it. And if they'd kept going - he'd kept going - and it kept building, and then he found that he couldn't stop? Better to be cautious about it. But he doesn't think it's messed up of her to want it and gives his head a tiny shake, no, don't be sorry about it.
And pulls back enough to watch when she keeps going, even if she won't look at him, watches the way her eyelids move and tries to guess at what's happening behind them. Hates that make her look is a thought that won't go away just as much as he hates that she won't on her own. Almost does reach out to jerk her chin up and make her look at him but all he does is curl his fingers in against hers and huffs, spits out two different thoughts at once.]
Don't - that's stupid. [Immediately he gives his head a shake and starts over.] Not that you wanna do that stuff, I mean. Just. Uh. That ya think I don't...
[By the end he sounds a little lost and a lot put out. How is that not obvious. He thought it was obvious. Hell, he'd been kissing her for months and months before the masks came around and then some.]
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And pulls back enough to watch when she keeps going, even if she won't look at him, watches the way her eyelids move and tries to guess at what's happening behind them.
Hates that make her look is a thought that won't go away just as much as he hates that she won't on her own.
Almost does reach out to jerk her chin up and make her look at him but all he does is curl his fingers in against hers and huffs, spits out two different thoughts at once.]
Don't - that's stupid. [Immediately he gives his head a shake and starts over.] Not that you wanna do that stuff, I mean. Just. Uh. That ya think I don't...
[By the end he sounds a little lost and a lot put out. How is that not obvious. He thought it was obvious. Hell, he'd been kissing her for months and months before the masks came around and then some.]